save this heart

where's that dream guy i've been waithing for?
when he's gonna knock upon mu door and
save me
an old friend of mine is in town i hear
my heart's gonna beat for him i fear
oh, save me

i was in love with him
got over him
and moved on
but there's a part of me
that won't set him free
and hold on

somebody save this heart of mine
somebody save this heart this time
help me believe i'm nothing
more than a friend
somebody save this heart
keeping from falling for him again

getting over someone is hard to do
i gotta find me somebody new
who'll save me
i need a lover whose love will last
help me behind my lonely past
and save me

somebody please remind
this heart of mine
of all the pain
of loving someone whose
gotta someone new
and gone away

somebody save this heart of mine
somebody save this heart this time
help me believe i'm nothing more than a friend
somebody save this heart keeping from falling from him again again

he has broken it once before
don't want it to happen no more no
don't think my heart's as strong as it should be
somebody

save this heart of mine
somebody save this heart this time
help me believe i'm nothing
more than a friend
somebody save this heart
keeping from falling for him again

***guess who...

august 18

happy birthday! to: my ninang
katie
te peria

this has been a very long and tiring day...

6:30 am: i started helping with our banderitas... at about

7:10 am: cnamanhan nmin c resza sa room... ksama c choco... whehehe... she's so cuuuteeee...

7:20 am: assembly... ala lng...

7:40 am: banderitas na uli...

10:40 am: lunch...

11:40 am: banderitas uli...

2:30 pm: palarong pinoy meeting...

4:00 pm: streetdance practice... i saw ms. boots... i thought she wouldn't come... oh well...

5:00 pm: i tried to talk to ms. boots... whehehe... i freaked out...

5:30 pm: practice ng streetdance sa mei trellis... binama nmin c rez, whehehe... it was fun...

5:45 pm: jeff nd i talked to ms. boots... whehehe... thank you jeffy...!

6:00 pm: practice uli...

6:35 pm: i went home... whehehe... nkita q uli c ms. boots... la lng...

...oh well...i'm tired... nytie nyt...

goodbyes

sometimes, life surprizes us. we might get too attached, that it's hard to let go. nothing is permanent in this world. we have to face the fact that sometimes, people are going to leave, whether we like it or not. it's hard. i would know.

just a few weeks ago, lani left the philippines once again. i know i'm just a fan, and i' was never active in the group, but then, she was my inspiration years back. i know it's corny, or baduy. i don't care. i adore her. now, i've learned to move on. if i'd come to think of it, my life seemed normal until she left. i started to have this stupid identity crisis, as you may want to call it, after she left. i had a normal reason to study until she left. i know that was years ago, it's over. i've moved on.

a friend of mine, at least i consider her my friend, is leaving the country a day before my birthday. what a nice birthday gift!? i heard from another friend that she was leaving, so i texted her to clarify. she's leaving. i know she has to. i know it's hat she want. i just think it's a little to fast, don't you think? just a few weeks ago, we were exchanging favors, she seemed settled with her work. it just came as a surprize. i know i don't have the right to feel bad, but then, like what i said, i got attached to her. i thought i have moved on but it turned out, i haven't. i had this assuption that we were getting close, it just proves that expecting too much isn't such a good thing. so, what will happen? i have no idea. i'll still probably keep in contact with her. look at the bright side, she knew it was me when i texted her in her new number...

oh well...i still hve 3 exams to prepare for... gud luck sakin...!

:P

birthdays...

[jeff.... gaya q ba title mo... whehehe...]

so, it's been a while since i posted something here... i've been busy these past few weeks...

i just wanna greet Lani Happy 37th Birthday... i know she's not here... i know she won't be able to read this but i still wanna greet her... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!...

i also wanna greet Roxanne a happy Birthday... whehehe... i don't know how old you are, but i'm pretty sure you are older than me... bwahahahahah...

since i greeted you, i'd also greet Terrence... whehehe... ndi tau close e... pero Happy Birthday na rin... whehehehe...

i would also want to greet ms. gigi Belated Happy Bithday!!!... miss q na po kau... whehehe... hope you liked the gift...

so... pretty much that's it... btw, i'm using my old comp since i'm having trouble with my hp computer's monitor...

oh well...

rain, get well soon... miss na kita...

:P

bye bye...