cat

my thighs hurt... i feel tired... this has been a long day...

so, i'll start during lunch... i had lunch with rain... it was our (hhhmmmm...?) 4th time (not sure...) to eat real lunch sa canteen... am i right?.. then, i tried to look for signs of ms. boots along the hallways... we then went to rain's classroom... i was still looking for her... then nico ylaya told me that ms. boots was looking for me... i was trilled... whahaha... finally... so searched everywhere for her... there were no signs of pink... hhhmmm... confused, i went to my classroom... i waited three long nerve wrecking hours in class... during recess... i accompanied marlo to some teachers... i brought *the books* with me... then when we went down... there she was... whahahha... she was also looking for me... whehehe... i went up to get my essay... i was grasping for breath... i handed her my essay... she said, "akalain mo, madrama pla ang buhay mo, pdeng pang maalaala mo kya" *not the exact words* a couple of minutes after, people started talking to ms. boots... there were many of them, her former students from my batch... i waited for a few mins... i had to go up, we still have our cat... i told her i had to go... she said she'll just leave my essay to a teacher, preferably ms. abba... i said goodbye...

after cat... i was with marlo and jes... we were going to a bunch of teachers... michelin called me, she handed me my essay and a letter, it was from ms. boots... one teacher down... we went to the science faculty... then to ms. grace for my fone...

hai...

un lng...

wheheheheheh...

mythology

okei...

so finally... natapos na ung sa mythology...

3 sections watched us: jolo camiguin nd hindi q alam ung isa...

i played the role of tethys...a water goddess...wife of oceanus...

***********
the all-compassing sea i am
a body of water that flows in all lands
wife of the great ocean titan
tethy, mother of all waters that run
***********

gk

we has our gawad kalinga today...

we were assigned to three kids each...i had 3 boys...demver, denmark and bernard...they were great...we had to teach the kids the alphabet and lines...after that, we toured them a bit...then time for snacks...before they left, they sang the gk song...then we said goodbye...i was with hannah and sen when the 3 boys called me to say goodbye one last tym...it was great...

after gk...i met with angeli sa frio...we met with camille sa 711...then we met with rain sa sm...she treated us to a movie...we watched love wrecked...it was kinda funny...i was talking the whole time, making it hardfor rain to watch...bwahahahaha...

after the film, i had to finalize my acoount sa fitness first so i went to my mom...i had my picture taken for the id...i had to give 10 people for the referral form...***sorry sa mga tinawagan ng fitness first***...before we left...i rented helen of troy...la lng...

career week

this has been a very long week...

there was a mass...

for two whole days, we were in the auditorium... first day, there were some speakers from different fields... marlo's dad talked about his career... second day, there were speakers form different universities... then, friday, the mock interview...

...

boo...

hai...

u know boo... boo from monsters inc... crush q c boo... wheeheheh...

btw...

c ms. framel... she saw me pla nung isang araw... la lng...

...

hai...

i'm so tired...

i was out around 7 am... my mom and i went to sm southmall, pnapupunta kc cia sa fitness first... aq, i just tagged along... i took a shower around 11am... by that time, minamadali na aq ni marlo... i tried to blow dry my hair pero ndi q na tinapos... when i went to my mom sa body jam, i saw a familiar face... i tried to look harder, it was ms. framel...

i went to national bookstore to buy some materials... then i dropped by taco bell to buy lunch... i only grabbled some nachos...

i rode the bus at around 11:45... i heard a familiar voice... i looked behind... it was sir rowell...

i arrived at 711 around 12pm... i bought a bottle of iced tea... then marlo and i went to the place... we actually walked not less than 2 km... when we arrived, onti plang ang tao... nung dumating c hannah, then, nagswing kmi... hahaha... *isip bata*
then nung dumating na c karla, we had to buy cloth... hannah, marlo, and i left to buy the cloth... we left at around 1:45... we walked from gazebo until outside the village... then nagtryke kmi... pagbaba, we walked hanggang uniwide... pagdating nmin dun, pinapa2g2g ung tila ni lani... hehehe... pagpasok, pinapa2g2g naman ung dahil mahal na mahal kita by rachelle ann go... wala pala dun nung hinahanap nmin... before we left, nilibre q cla ng iced tea... la lng...

then we rode a jip, papuntang rfc... dun na kmi nakahanap... we still had to compute for the measurements.. hehehe... nkakakahiya tuloy ky kuya na naggugupit... hehehe...

nakabalik kmi sa gazebo by 3:15... then we left after 5 mins... nki sbay lng kmi ky seniz... nakakahiya sa dad nia... hehehe... bumababa kmi sa my jollibee, where i was supposed to meet my mom...

well un lng...

that's it pretty much...

:D

later finally came

hai...

now i know...

a few minutes ago, ms. boots texted me... she told me that it was a unanimous decision that i got transferred to the star sec... i was asking her this morning, who wanted to transfer me, coz i need that to decide on who to get recommentation letters from...

she also asked me if she could borrow something...

un lng...

later

hai...

later never seems to end...

i was walking with rain. i felt good that i passed though this group of students without feeling pressured. i didn't really wanted to attend the meeting. we turned in the corner to go to our usual spot during lunch, on eof the benches outside the teacher center a. i was concentrationg on my notes in physicas. i looked up, and something unusual grabbed my attention. *SHIT* i grasped for breath. it was ms. boots. she was at the other side of the hall, talking to some students.

we sat at the nearest, unoccupied bench. i still couldn't breathe. my heart was pounding hard. i tried to get back to my notes, but i just couldn't. i grabbed my other notebook, and my toast (which was placed on top of the notebook) spreaded some crumbs beside us. i let out a high-pitched sort of scream. i suprized myself. i'm not usually like that. it seemed like i was transforming to the way i was less than a year ago. i tried to control it, but i just couldn't. i thought i was over that crazy obsession, but now, i don't know if i am.

i could hear ms. boots' voice. she was asking chuchay if she saw me. my heart pounded faster. "ayan o" chuchay told her. i tried to cover my face with my notebook, as if it would make a difference. mica and gel arrived. even from a couple of meters away, i know they saw me running out of breath. mica told me that ms. boots was looking for me. i kept on wondering why.

ms. boots approached me, meaning, the four of us. i tried to cover my face, as if i was pretending that everything was a joke. "you, i was looking for you" she said, and i still don't know why. "later nlng" she changed her mind. after she left, i didn't mange to control myself, i did my usual crazy reaction. it's just unexplainable.

i joined my classmates. i attended the meeting. i kept on looking at the trellis area. i wanted to see her. around ten minutes later, we were going back to class. nothing happened. she didn't approach me, whatsoever. my heart was still pounding, but i managed to keep my sanity intacked.

later never came, i don't know if it ever will...
and i miss her... i do...