sana mabasa mo

okei...this post is for _____ to read...pero i doubt kung mababasa mo...u knw hu u r...

alam mo, i'm starting to get annoyed sa mga pangaasar mo...nd i just wanna defend myself once and for all...one idea at a time...

*the fact na lagi mo aqng inaasar na mataba aq...
well...yes...i'm fat...i know that...you don't have to tell that everytime you see me...matagal q na ung alam...

*lagi mo qng cnasabihan na mybang aq...
i admit na mayabang aq...pero ndi lagi...kung gwin q man un, nangaasar lng aq...i just wanna ask u...ksalanan q ba na sa maguindanao aq napunta last yr...? kasalanan q ba na cnasama aq sa mga seminars...? kasalanan q ba na napunta aq ngyn sa section na to...? i don't even know if i shud be happy about it...i didn't ask for this...i'm thankful, yeah...pero don't dare tell me na niyayabangan nanaman kita everytime nagkkwento aq about the seminars or the summer camp...don't worry...next time, i won't tell you anything...

*the fact na inaasar mo q sa mga application forms q...
do you think i chose this life...? do you think i chose my life...? akala mo ba ndi aq nahihirapan sa set-up na to...? akala mo ba ndi aq nasasaktan everytime tinatanong aq about that...? of all the people, bat ikaw pa ang kailangang magpush sakin na isipin un...? i know na matalino ka...bat ndi mo maintindihan...? bat kailangang ireassure pa kita na tama ang iniisip mo about me...? ndi pa ba enough na sinasabi qng tumigil ka na...? nasanay na sana aq sau...kya lng pati ung isa ininfluence mo... masakit ung fact na everyday kailangan qng icpin ung mga ideas na un just because u remind me of them... pano kya kung ikaw ang nsa situation q...? ndi ka ba mhihirapan...? ndi ka ba masasaktan...? y can't you put urself into my shoes...? y can't u just be sensitive enough to know ur limits...? y...? sagutin mo q... please... i hav to know... para ndi ganto kahirap...please... please...

*wag ka magtataka if one day ndi nlng kita pancnin...it only means that you've crossed the line...

*****for those who are reading this... u probably didn't understand what i was talking about... basta... never mind... *****